New world disorder

Demotivated by life
I wish i could cry
But when it comes to rain
You'll only see me laugh
It feels like the cancer
Eats me alive
Though I've
never wanted this
But it came somehow

Frustrated by love
I thought i could talk
Bout the way how i feel
When u left me alone
with no hope at all
And so far
I'm abused
And nothing left inside
And so tricked is my mind

Constantly consumed
I will never forgive
I will never forget
Willing to kill and destroy
Feel no remorse or regret
I am so kind
Just to feel fine
On my highway to limbo
Would You ever dare to go?